it can be difficult to keep your peace when trouble appears. With all the emotions flowing GOD asks us to still remember Him. Jesus knew His disciple Nathan was immature in life but good at books. Jesus knew Judas was a worker but often an opportunistic person. Like Abel Nathan followed Jesus building treasures in heaven. Judas sold his friend Jesus out for about $30.
There is a video link below with anger on display, peace was held then the emotions dropped the shield. When you get to your last straw GOD wants more of you. He wants you to give all your anger and pain to the HIM. Just start worshiping, sing the praises of the LORD. It is hard. I admit I cussed a few times but then I heard a little push. It reminded me I dropped my shield. Use the word of GOD as your offense and defense.
The Lord bless thee, and keep thee: The Lord make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: The Lord lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace. And they shall put my name upon the children of Israel, and I will bless them.
Numbers 6:24-27 - https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Numbers%206:24-27&version=KJV video